With Mickey Mouse

Finally......

 I was surprised when I saw the newspaper talking about Ponyboy, Dallas, and Johnny. They have saved the kids but they got injured and are in the hospital. So, Darry and I rapidly arrived at the hospital and met Ponyboy. I hugged him and swung him. When Ponyboy saw Darry, he went to Darry. I was bit upset that I couldn’t have more time to talk with him but I let him go because they have many things to say. Darry started to allow his tears to fall down his chicks. They had some conversation by themselves. After the conversation, they got to know more about each other and know the truth. It was really nice to see Ponyboy alright and I got relieved when I saw him because I was too much worried about him and I think Darry also felt like me.

 After the conversation, we were waiting to know where Johnny and Dallas were. However, the reporters and police came and started to ask questions. They yelled at us, asking questions. Darry and I walked around asking the reporters to stop because we were really tired. I also got tired of the reporter because I easily get bored.

After dealing with the reporters, we stayed some more time in the hospital but we felt that there’s nothing to do in the hospital. So, we came back home and we all went to bed. I had lots of things thinking in my head. If.. if Pony didn't come back, what could have happened? No.. No.. He came back so let's me happy with that.

I don't know what to say...

 Darry and I were waiting for Ponyboy who haven't come back until 2 in the morning. I couldn't stay awake so I fell asleep until he came but Darry stayed awake - Darry really loves Ponyboy and cares him!!! I woke up by the shout that Darry was making to Ponyboy. I was surprised but I was still asleep so I couldn't stop that situation and I really regret about that. Darry kept shouting and I understand him because he really cared Ponyboy and he was worried about Ponyboy whole night but I think it was too much for Ponyboy to handle. I also tried to stop Darry and calm him down. However, Darry was mad that he also shouted at me. So then Ponyboy started to shout at Darry and Darry turned to Ponyboy and slapped him strong that he fell against the door.

Ponyboy got frightened and scared that he ran away out the door. I was worried about him. He just came home but if he goes out again, would he be alright? It’s night and if he meets the Socs and get in trouble, what should we do? Darry and I shouted to come back but Ponyboy just kept running.

I guess and wish that he will come back... right?

My horse, Mickey Mouse

 I sometimes think about the horse I used to have even though it wasn't mine - a guy kept Mickey Mouse in the stable. Mickey Mouse is a dark-gold buckskin, sassy and bad-tempered.  Ponyboy used to tell me that Mickey Mouse and I look alike and I liked that. I used to stay in front of the stable and wait until I had some chance to ride on Mickey Mouse. I really loved him and wanted to buy him. He was the only one that I wanted to have in my life. However, Mickey Mouse was too expensive for me to buy- a pure quarter!!!! So I only could ride him in the stable.

 But now, I can't even ride or see him at the stable because he was sold to the other person. I really miss him and I miss Mickey Mouse chewing my sleeve all the time when I stand next to him. He was..... really mean... he used to kick the other horses but that also made me smile and love him.

 I really miss him and whenever I just look at the sky or stay doing nothing, I tend to draw Mickey Mouse in my head.

I am thinking of marrying Sandy...

 I jumped into the bed and asked Ponyboy, my brother to turn off the lights. I was planning to tell him something serious. I knew that Darry really cared a lot about Ponyboy and he was proud of Ponyboy because he brainy so I told him. However, Ponyboy is too stubborn to not listen at me and still think that Darry doesn't like him. I don't know why he started to introduce the fact that I dropped out but I told him honestly that I am dumb. I still couldn't tell him what I was going to say but I stopped the conversation about me dropped out and told him about my girlfriend, Sandy. I am going to marry her and I told Ponyboy this. I am planning to marry her after I get out of school and I can get a better job to help Darry. I wish Ponyboy doesn't tell Darry because it will only give Darry more stress... 

 I really love Sandy and I am going to marry her.