I am thinking of marrying Sandy...

 I jumped into the bed and asked Ponyboy, my brother to turn off the lights. I was planning to tell him something serious. I knew that Darry really cared a lot about Ponyboy and he was proud of Ponyboy because he brainy so I told him. However, Ponyboy is too stubborn to not listen at me and still think that Darry doesn't like him. I don't know why he started to introduce the fact that I dropped out but I told him honestly that I am dumb. I still couldn't tell him what I was going to say but I stopped the conversation about me dropped out and told him about my girlfriend, Sandy. I am going to marry her and I told Ponyboy this. I am planning to marry her after I get out of school and I can get a better job to help Darry. I wish Ponyboy doesn't tell Darry because it will only give Darry more stress... 

 I really love Sandy and I am going to marry her.